The break up

She knew it was over. She knew that regardless of how much she tried or what he said it was over.

Sitting in silence across from each other.  She knew that by the end of the date they would leave separately. It would hurt like hell but she could no longer keep pretending.

He had changed and she was tired of his excuses. They ordered their drinks. 

He told her that he would has fallen out of love with her. Her heart sank. He had thought about cheating but he couldn't do it because he didnt want to hurt her.

She took a sip her drink. He told her that he's never been good with relationships and he would  rather be friends.She kept quiet.

He asked her why she hadn't said anything.
The waiter came and took their orders and left.
She asked him why  he pursued her when he knew that he wasn't relationship material. He struggled to answer her.  She got up and left...

Suicide

We've all been here.When tomorrow no longer matters.When the  pain no longer bearable. When peace ceases to exist. We slowly open the door of death so that darkness can consumes us.

It's in the silence that we realise that death is our only option an escape from all our problems.So the mere thought of having peace is what drives our intention and we find ourselves taking our own breathe never thinking about own flesh but rather seeking hope in death.

Maybe

Maybe we are forgotten. Our presence is just another memory deleted from existence.

Maybe we were never created,  just a thought in God's mind. Maybe the world doesn't exist. We are just characters  in a long movie and we are only playing a scene until he replaces you with someone. Maybe death is not literal death. Maybe your charater has been exhausted and its time they brought someone who's and young and fresh.
Maybe there are parts you'll play in in another world. Maybe thats why we need to die.

Maybe we are just figments of someones imagination.
Maybe ...

Love

To think that love could save you. When it's broken so many hearts is pure ignorance. To think that love could erase his faults and deem you from your insecurities is lies in itself.
That loving someone more than yourself will make him love you more. Who lied to you and told you that love could replace the past and bury hachets.

We expect love to do all the hard work while we figure out how we can excuse our actions.We give love a responsibility that wasn't love's responsibility in the first place.

So quit  blaming love for your actions.

She

She wore mirrors on her body reflecting every demon that  possessed her. Dancing until the ground cracked.
She kneeled down to creatures of the water immersing herself in their realm.

Cracked lips

She had dark cracked lips. Darker than the hair on her crown. She walked with a sense of  grace that  one had never exprienced. Bearing scars on her back. She learned to fend for herself.

She had cracked lips that saliva couldn't repair.